Alec was suffering from 'survivor's guilt' after his co-star died following the Rust movie set shooting. He relived it all on his reality TV show, which is available to watch now

Hilaria Baldwin said on the TLC show "The Baldwins" that husband Alec "wishes it were him" when "Rust" cinematographer Halyna Hutchins was shot.

Attorney Gloria Allred accused the actor of using his family's new TLC show to paint himself as "the real victim."